Charming

I don’t want to be charming.

Why don’t you want to be charming?

I want to express my ideas, my thoughts.

Why do you want to express your ideas, your thoughts?

I want to express my ideas, my thoughts, and let them accept my ideas, my thoughts.

Why do you want to express your ideas, your thoughts, and let them accept your ideas, your thoughts?

Because my ideas, my thoughts are insightful, penetrating, thoughtful, farsighted.

Why do you want to express your ideas and your thoughts and let them accept your ideas and your thoughts because your ideas, your thoughts are insightful, penetrating, and farsighted?

I don’t know.

When you came to this world, do you have want to express your ideas, your thoughts and let people accept them?

No.

Why?

I didn’t have any ideas or thoughts.

Is your want(you want to express your ideas and your thoughts and let people accept your ideas and your thoughts) innate?

Of course.

So where is it from?

It is learned.

How is it learned?

I don’t know.

Why are your ideas and thoughts insightful, penetrating and farsighted?

I don’t know.

So why do you want to express your ideas and your thoughts and want people to accept them?

I don’t know.

How did it affect you?

Since I didn’t want to be charming, I just wanted to express my ideas and thoughts and wanted them to accept them, I sometimes expressed my ideas and thoughts in an uncharming way, and people didn’t want to hear my ideas, people wanted to feel good, they didn’t want to hear my ideas or thoughts, if I expressed my ideas and thoughts in an uncharming way, they didn’t feel good, and their didn’t-feeling-good feeling let them not want to hear my ideas or thoughts, let alone accept them. They would cut me off, they would leave me, they would ignore me, and I would never be able to fully express my ideas and thoughts, let alone let them accept them.

I have to be charming all the way if I want to fully express my ideas and thoughts and let them accept them.